Tuesday, 6 January 2009

My Lovely Little World

I exist only in my head. My world is in my head. It is a wonderful world. It's like clockwork. It's beautiful. It's an amazing place to be. It keeps me happy. It also defines me.

I know this.

Try as much as you want, you can't get in there. Not unless I let you in. Only trouble is, you won't know you're there. You see, if I've let you in, I've completely forgotten to tell you you're there. Because if I think you deserve to be there, I also think I don't need to tell you you're there.

Which begs another question. If you're in my world, and you don't even know that you're there, does that mean that all there is of you in my world is an idea of you? And if this is true, do I really care for you, or for the idea of you?
I hope I am, at last, naked before my own eyes. I can dig no further.

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Paradox Philic said...

I can so relate to this!!

Jhayu said...

@ Gina.
Are you sure? It could just be that you think you relate to this in your own head... I'm not sure what's real or what relating to someone else means anymore.

It's like the dictionary has just been changed, so I no longer know what the story of my life so far has been.

Paradox Philic said...

Well.. my dictionary is still the same .. so i know what i am talking about :)

Like everything else..this (the way u r feeling as of now!) isn't permanent either...this shall pass too!

Che said...

FIIC?

WV: repul

Jhayu said...

@ Maniak.
This one was not for you. Go away.

Mudra said...

I think I get it. Most of it. The rest is, I think, in your head. :) Very interesting post, though.

fishbowl said...

The human mind is a strange place indeed. but, the question is do people live in our hearts, or our minds?And therefore, where do their ideas stay?

Pratz said...

Interesting....could relate to it...in my head...

Preeti said...

Jhayu...

a post such as this craves for lengthy introspective elaborations. the thought is provoking and at the same time there is a depth in it which is beautiful because it is malleable and can be construed in any which way one wants to. hence, im going to simply read it and go away from here.

PS: But the words are breathtakingly beautiful.

Menaka said...

Here i have to agree with preeti.
simple strong words that describe perfectly just how complicated the mind is.

Adding anymore to what you have already said would just ruin it...

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